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Wednesday, January 13, 2010 @ 1:56 AM
I hate my voice, i hate myself! D:

Wednesday 13January2010
Hihi, i know i very long never post liao.
Yesterday went for audition for choir and they said that the results will come out today.
I was like, flipping and turning on bed yesterday luh.
I can't sleep. Then today went school.
First thing i checked was the notice board. Cause they say results will be there.
There was nothing. So we thought it'll come out after recess.
Had lessons and it was so boring. Yawns*
Then was recess. I didn't eat so pei Sarah to canteen luh.
Went back to class after recess, was early. Checked notice board again, still don't have.
Had Science lesson, C&T, at last Chinese.
I had to go to another class to take chinese , so went to 1A.
They had the names of the people from every class who entered Choir...
I went to look.... and not even one girl from 1C went in...
I almost cried... Holded back tears. Can't seem to concentrate in class...
Lunch and again, didn't eat.
Went up to hall as got string audi.
 Had brifeing and performance from Band and Violin from String.
I was not interested. People seleted for Choir have to go for another round of audi.
They were just outside the hall, once again, tears almost fall .
After everything, went back to class and went to toilet
Finally cried eh? Hais, how can you ask me not cry?
I wanted to join Choir since primary school.
I joined Dunman also partly cause of their Choir D:
Cried and cried. Guess no one found out.
Why can't they just give me a chance? ):
Went back to class and someone talked about Choir again, cried.
No one knows.. Hais, i feel like im a cry baby sia. Who cares...
I have mood swings too. Big blow to me eh? Hais...
Desmond, you were right. It's either Choir or Quiet...
I guess i didn't want to talk anymore. My voice suck!
I'm still crying, i just hate it.
Haven cried like this for super long. I hate it, I hate it! D:
Tags replies
joey chia: hello constance can i read your private blog is it give email only?
XiaoLi: Nope, not going to private anymore.
VANKO!: Tagged back :D How's school? Hahaha. love-isgenuine@hotmail.com :)
XiaoLi: School's okay luh(:
Jia Jia: Hello.. email given and incvite me ohzxc!
Jia Jia: *invite
XiaoLi: Think i'm not going to private:D
Belle: Heyy! Consatnce!
XiaoLi: Hey! Belle, you spell my name wrongly ): Haha.
joey chia: hello my email is wanjingchia@hotmail.com
joey chia: i mean wanjingchia@yahoo.com.sg
XiaoLi: Lol, k.
-Sarahkim,: Constance chiobu, REMEMBER INVITE HEH Luvvvyou
XiaoLi: Love you too lah (: